about me, 2021

Hello!

My name is klariwari and I occasionally write things.

I’m currently 24 years old and a final year student at University with a major in General Linguistics / English Studies.

I don’t post as often as I would like. I use writing on this blog mostly as an outlet for dreams and anxieties I might have. I hope someone can at least relate to what I write 🙂

Unworthy 2021: 14-16

Fourteen

June

The weekend passed by relatively quickly, and it’s almost time to say goodbye to Wehann and Ami and all their friends. Despite my breakup, and besides my mess-up with Wehann, the weekend went well. We had a huge braai last night, and a healthy number of drinks this time around instead of drinking myself silly. Somehow, I got talking quite a bit with Jako and I’m sure we’ll become good friends (nothing more, please). I’m sad to leave, but I need to go back to my own home and my own life. I have way too many issues to sort out. After, perhaps I can visit again.

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Unworthy 2021: 0-3

Introduction

Present

I stare at the letter that lays on my counter, seemingly innocent. I know what it is. I know what it’s going to say. And still, I am unable to get over myself to open it. A large part of me wants to cry – how did everything go so wrong? The rest of me is just angry. Everything is my fault. I fucked everything up and look where it got me. I walk closer to the table and rest my hands next to the envelope. My hands are shaking and a cold sweat courses through my body. I know what the letter says, and my heart is broken already, so why can’t I get myself to open the damned thing?
I trace my finger over my name, my address, and then I sink to the floor. I’m too weak.

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